Have I made a mistake? I moved from the comfort of my home city St. Louis, MO to this brand new city Sacramento, CA. I have been here for about 3 weeks and I sometimes wonder was this the right thing to do. Was this what God really wanted for me and my family.
Unhappy
Sometimes I find myself extremely down and emotionally tired. Like I need to take a deep breath but I can't. I want to cry but no tears appear. This is not supposed to be! Unhappiness was supposed to be far from this reality. The plan was to move here and I would get a great job and we would buy a house and live happily ever after. So far this has proven to be a journey that is not so clean cut.
Job Ha! this job market is in the toilet just like in St. Louis.
Happily ever after Ha! Unfortunately it is hard to be a happy family when a member of the family is working the night shift. And ohh the night shift is a doozie! No sleep or Less Sleep leads to grumpiness and ignorance. Also by being on an opposite schedule as the rest of the world their is no room for family time.
So What do I do?
Do I whine and complaint?
Do I Pout and stomp my feet?
Do I cry and shut down?
HaHaHa You will soon find out that is not me! I will:
Fight
Rejoice and
Praise
I will live my new life and it may not be at this moment a Happily Ever After One but it will Watch and You will see.
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I have made a big life change. I went from living in St. Louis MO to Sacramento Ca. Follow me as my Life Journey unravels.
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